Lately I've been thinking about my past history especially people that have come into my life and left. I think about past boyfriends and girlfriends. The ones I think about the most are those that have hurt me. I wonder - how they are, what's new in their life, do they think about me... Have I forgiven them for what they have done. How does one really forgive someone?

Less then 2 months - I will be making the most important decision of my life. SO scary! The other night I was making an egg sandwich. And clumsy me, drop half the egg on the floor. UGH. And Joe was like, I'll make you another. I was like - it's okie (note I was upset). But he said the sweetest thing. I'll make you another egg because I love you!